I Miss You ...

Wednesday, 10 June 2009 12 comments


I lost my very best friend almost a month ago...

my best friend who taught me so much, I could never say all…
who stood by me whether I was right or wrong…
who just proud of me even for my small achievement…
who always protected me… loved me…

and he is my father

He died while taking a nap. It was a sudden for us but very peaceful - because I could see him smiling. He had no sickness nor felt like he was dying… doctor said it was a heart attack…
He surely never gave us any burdens and no hustles…

I miss him so much… more than I can say…


Sometimes I feel it was not right... He supposed to watch my children grow... attend his 40th wedding anniversary with Mom that we have planned… But I believe more than anything that he is safe and happy in his new place…


As long as I’m living, you will stay in my heart…
I love you Dad…

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  • Mike Golch 14 June 2009 00:43
     

    I'm soory that you lost your Dad,I miss mine.He passed away due to a heart attack as well.that was 14 Aug 1984.He was only 58

  • Agnes Kristianti 15 June 2009 21:57
     

    Hi ibu litta yang cantik,
    i can only imagine what you're going through and i can see you're still missing him badly.
    i pray that God will grant you the strength to get through this.
    after all, you're a great person.. not just for all those achievements you've achieved but also for the person you've become. i'm sure your dad was very proud of you. Be blessed, bu!

  • The Success 16 June 2009 00:18
     

    Turut Berduka yang sedalam-dalamnya bu....
    But remember, life must go on

  • Leet 25 June 2009 13:28
     

    Hi Mike,
    I'm sorry to hear about your dad. My dad was 68. Miss him so much, I wish I spent more time with him...

    Hi Agnes,
    Thank you - you are such a great friend. Bless you...

    Hi The success,
    Thank you - I try to move on...

  • Ori 25 June 2009 22:23
     

    I was very shocked too when you informed me that afternoon about his passing away.
    But then I heard the story from Felix about how your Dad passed away in peace,in his sleep. And correct me if I'm wrong, I heard in your religion if a person dies on Friday, that's something special.
    I still remember when I went in holiday with your Parents (I hope your Mom can stay strong, they always like honeymooners :)).

    He's sure hard to forget by everyone who know him in person and he is missed too.

  • rizal 1 July 2009 19:17
     

    Olla Leet,

    Sorry to hear that.
    May he rest in Peace.

    Semoga Kuat semangat ya Leet

  • Artist Unplugged 2 July 2009 21:56
     

    Oh Leet, I see why you have been out of touch. My heart goes out to you and your mom. What a lovely portrait of him. I'm sorry that you will be in grief and adjustment for quite some time. I was once told that you grieve as much as you love.....that could be a very long time. Though it has been six years since my dad passed, I still miss him and so wish that he and my mom could see my children and spend time with them. I keep telling myself they are in a better place. You will be in my prayers. Again, I'm so very sorry for your loss. Many big hugs....

  • Leet 7 July 2009 09:00
     

    Hi Ori,
    Surprised everybody I guess - it was a wake up call for me to be a better person - we could die at anytime.

    Hi Rizal,
    Try to be strong, just miss him so much...

    Hi Artist Unplugged,
    Thank you. It is a hard time for us but I also believe that he is in a better place...

  • Eli 7 July 2009 22:00
     

    Your post is sad, but life goes on. Your site is nice, and your gallery is wonderful.

  • Eli 7 July 2009 22:02
     

    Your post is sad, but life goes on. Your site is nice, and your gallery is wonderful. I'll visit your blog again to read your new posts, and to appreciate your drawings.

    Eli
    http://businessphereconsulting.com

  • Strawberry Anarchy 14 July 2009 22:05
     

    aww I'm sorry too! i have to say your mum and dad ooze good vibes from that photo they both have the most gorgeous eyes! i bet they have given you beautiful ones too. my way of dealing with death is to only think about the happy times together.

  • Leet 19 July 2009 21:56
     

    Hi Eli,
    Thank you - appreciate it...

    Hi Strawberry Anarchy,
    Thank you, but I don't think I'm a big fan of my eyes ;-)
    ...and yes right...happy times with dad... grateful...